"Sesame Seed" Are You Still Here?

As I am typing this I am bleeding heavily, period type.
Maybe I've lost my little "Sesame Seed"...
Sigh ...

I cried so much.
Why did I take that (so many) stupid tests?
If I didn't know, it won't hurt.
Could have just been a case of late period, hormone imbalance or whatever...

#@%@!^$#!^#%#^!%#$^

My body aches,
My heart aches even more.

I am hungry.