I took off the two "pregnancy ticker" on top.
It hurts.
Bye Bye "Sesame Seed"
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
Monday, June 20, 2011
"Sesame Seed" Are You Still Here?
As I am typing this I am bleeding heavily, period type.
Maybe I've lost my little "Sesame Seed"...
Sigh ...
I cried so much.
Why did I take that (so many) stupid tests?
If I didn't know, it won't hurt.
Could have just been a case of late period, hormone imbalance or whatever...
#@%@!^$#!^#%#^!%#$^
My body aches,
My heart aches even more.
I am hungry.
Maybe I've lost my little "Sesame Seed"...
Sigh ...
I cried so much.
Why did I take that (so many) stupid tests?
If I didn't know, it won't hurt.
Could have just been a case of late period, hormone imbalance or whatever...
#@%@!^$#!^#%#^!%#$^
My body aches,
My heart aches even more.
I am hungry.
Sunday, June 19, 2011
Spotting / Bleeding ... whatever
I am spotting / bleeding - not even sure what's the difference.
Never even been to the doctor yet.
I'll let nature do its 'thing'.
If it is meant to stay, then I am happy.
If not, better now than later.
I cried.
I cried for fear of losing my 'sesame seed'.
Never even been to the doctor yet.
I'll let nature do its 'thing'.
If it is meant to stay, then I am happy.
If not, better now than later.
I cried.
I cried for fear of losing my 'sesame seed'.
Saturday, June 18, 2011
Dream & Spotting
I had the weirdest dream yesterday (or this morning??).
I dreamed that I am surrounded by "unknown" and there's this voice saying "It is not time to go in yet .."
Sigh ... Am I going nuts?
And, I just realised some light spotting.
Plus ... my stomach feels funny too.
I dreamed that I am surrounded by "unknown" and there's this voice saying "It is not time to go in yet .."
Sigh ... Am I going nuts?
And, I just realised some light spotting.
Plus ... my stomach feels funny too.
Friday, June 17, 2011
Thursday, June 16, 2011
#$!#%^%$&&&&$
Guardian Pregnancy Test ...
Faint Line appears after the 10 minutes mark.
First, it appears shadowy near 10 minutes, then it gets more visible.
What the heck????
Three separate tests, two days apart!!!
I haven't used the Clearblue Digital yet ...
I will, I will restrain myself till Sunday!!!!
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
Clearblue Digital (Blue Cap) with Conception Indicator
Talah .... another HPT - RM 29.90.
Nope, I've not used it yet.
Will wait till Sunday.
Waiting ... and Wanting to Know is torturous.
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
I tested again!!!
I know I shouldn't but I well, itching to know, tried another Guardian Pregnancy Test.
Same thing occurs.
A little shadowy within the 5-10 minutes frame and it then gets darker after 10.
Possibly manufacturing defect?
Sigh... like they say, waiting and wanting to know is a torture!
(Plus, it cost me another RM 9.90!)
I feel nauseous but didn't mention it to His Royal Highness, I'm sure he'll say it is all in my "mighty mind".
Maybe it is?
Breast still feels the same ...
Same thing occurs.
A little shadowy within the 5-10 minutes frame and it then gets darker after 10.
Possibly manufacturing defect?
Sigh... like they say, waiting and wanting to know is a torture!
(Plus, it cost me another RM 9.90!)
I feel nauseous but didn't mention it to His Royal Highness, I'm sure he'll say it is all in my "mighty mind".
Maybe it is?
Breast still feels the same ...
Monday, June 13, 2011
Is this all in my mind????
Cellcept and pregnancy is a big NO-NO.
We have always been cautious, still, one 'hot' night, it just happened.
I totally OFF my Cellcept the next dose. Worried I am, it felt like, "This is IT".
Yesterday is Day 1 after my missed period. Being anxious, I bought a local-pharmacy-store, Guardian pregnancy tester - RM 9.90 - I peed on it in the afternoon, nothing show at first but as I was about to dump it, I saw like a faint line, I thought my eyes were playing trick on ME! True enough 5-10 minutes later, a very faint thin line appeared!
Positive for Preggy?
or
Positive for Evaporation Line?
Tried another two testers, different brands, one 'Dip N Tell' and 'Clearblue Compact' - both negatives, or like they in the TTC (Trying to Conceive) group label as BFN (Big Fat Negative!) ..
AF (Aunt Flow, i.e. period) is not here as of today.
Probably it is all "in-mind" but I do feel nauseous, gassy and my face, scalp is so oily!
Breasts are okay though! Hehehehe!
P:S: Just for info, I've taken MSM for almost 3 months and my nails, hair (on my head!) continues to grow! :) Knees are okay to move up the stairs but not run!!
We have always been cautious, still, one 'hot' night, it just happened.
I totally OFF my Cellcept the next dose. Worried I am, it felt like, "This is IT".
Yesterday is Day 1 after my missed period. Being anxious, I bought a local-pharmacy-store, Guardian pregnancy tester - RM 9.90 - I peed on it in the afternoon, nothing show at first but as I was about to dump it, I saw like a faint line, I thought my eyes were playing trick on ME! True enough 5-10 minutes later, a very faint thin line appeared!
Positive for Preggy?
or
Positive for Evaporation Line?
Tried another two testers, different brands, one 'Dip N Tell' and 'Clearblue Compact' - both negatives, or like they in the TTC (Trying to Conceive) group label as BFN (Big Fat Negative!) ..
AF (Aunt Flow, i.e. period) is not here as of today.
Probably it is all "in-mind" but I do feel nauseous, gassy and my face, scalp is so oily!
Breasts are okay though! Hehehehe!
P:S: Just for info, I've taken MSM for almost 3 months and my nails, hair (on my head!) continues to grow! :) Knees are okay to move up the stairs but not run!!
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