Bye Bye "Sesame Seed"

I took off the two "pregnancy ticker" on top.

It hurts.

Bye Bye "Sesame Seed"

"Sesame Seed" Are You Still Here?

As I am typing this I am bleeding heavily, period type.
Maybe I've lost my little "Sesame Seed"...
Sigh ...

I cried so much.
Why did I take that (so many) stupid tests?
If I didn't know, it won't hurt.
Could have just been a case of late period, hormone imbalance or whatever...

#@%@!^$#!^#%#^!%#$^

My body aches,
My heart aches even more.

I am hungry.

Spotting / Bleeding ... whatever

I am spotting / bleeding - not even sure what's the difference.
Never even been to the doctor yet.

I'll let nature do its 'thing'.
If it is meant to stay, then I am happy.
If not, better now than later.

I cried.
I cried for fear of losing my 'sesame seed'.

Dream & Spotting

I had the weirdest dream yesterday (or this morning??).
I dreamed that I am surrounded by "unknown" and there's this voice saying "It is not time to go in yet .."
Sigh ... Am I going nuts?

And, I just realised some light spotting.

Plus ... my stomach feels funny too.

Mission Pee Test

The plan was to wait till Sunday but I did my Pee Test today!!

#$!#%^%$&&&&$

Guardian Pregnancy Test ... 

Faint Line appears after the 10 minutes mark.

First, it appears shadowy near 10 minutes, then it gets more visible.

What the heck????

Three separate tests, two days apart!!!

I haven't used the Clearblue Digital yet ...

I will, I will restrain myself till Sunday!!!!

Clearblue Digital (Blue Cap) with Conception Indicator

Talah .... another HPT - RM 29.90.

Nope, I've not used it yet.

Will wait till Sunday.

Waiting ... and Wanting to Know is torturous.